Irrelevance

What does it matter to you?
The loss of my dear friend, whose life you took prematurely.
You say you feel remorseful, that you should have been the one to die,
yet, when I look into your eyes,
I only see;
Hatred
Apathy
Bitterness
Hostility
and most disturbing of all,
Joy.
I leave you now,
to all that is due,
to your irrelevance in my life.